Worship: Faithful One by Selah
I find no hope within to call my own
For I am frail of heart, my strength is gone
But deep within my soul is rising up a song
Here in the comfort of the faithful one
I walk a narrow road through valleys deep
In search of higher ground, on mountains steep
And though with feet unsure, I still keep pressing on.
For I am guided by the faithful one.
Faithful, faithful to the end,
My true and precious friend,
You have been faithful,
Faithful, so faithful to me
I see your wounded hands, I touch your side
With thorns upon your brow you bled and died
But there's an empty tomb, a love for all who come
And give their hearts to you, the faithful one.
Faithful, faithful to the end,
My true and precious friend,
You have been faithful,
Faithful, so faithful to me
And when the day is dawned and when the race is run
I will bow down before God's only Son
And I will lift my hands in praise for all you've done
And I will worship you, my faithful one.
Writer(s): Chris Eaton, Brian White
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Video: https://youtu.be/nCPUAGhJKpw
Because of the length of my witness portion and the scripture content included as well, I have decided to depart from my usual format and combine the two as I have on rare occasions in the past. I will, Lord willing, continue my study in the Psalms in my next journal entry.
Witness & WORD: 
As I lay in bed after another fitful time of sleep, my thoughts turned towards my finances. I had just checked my bank balances. They did not look good. I knew that my checking account would not cover the upcoming bank drafts before next week's paycheck. My daughter needed to buy food which depleted my second checking account. I knew my friend in Uganda would need help shortly, and my wife would be taking her usual 80+ each week. I realized I would probably have to dip into the emergency funds. However, the Emergency Fund was already below the amount I needed to cover my mortgage for next month if it became necessary. Worry set in and I thought of strategies to come up with more available funds to cover everything. I thought of canceling my weekly tithe draft, but that would be a step back in my aim to be a faithful giver.
 As I wrestled with my thoughts, I began to realize how unbelieving I was. Did not God say He would provide my needs? Had I forgotten that He was my Shepherd? Does He not desire cheerful givers (2 Corinthians 9:6-7)? As I showered, I thought of the words, “Emergency Funds.” If God was sovereign then is this a good title for this fund? 
It is interesting that the word “emergency” appears nowhere in the Bible. Even the word “urgent” is hardly used. To our finite minds and with the future mostly unknown to us we use words like “emergency” and “urgent” to describe situations unexpected and out of our control. Yet, in God’s mind, they are not unexpected and never out of His control. Am I saying that having an “Emergency Fund” is wrong or sinful? Of course not. Even the Bible speaks of storehouses. However, we must not put our trust in these storehouses but in the God of the storehouse. 
He is sovereign. He gives and takes away (Job 2:10), but He never takes out of malice, and He never gives without a purpose. We see this in the life of Joseph. He suffered much at the hands of his jealous brothers. Sold into slavery, raised to a prominent position as a servant only to be cast into prison for many years, after being falsely accused by his master’s wife. Finally, he was raised to a position second to Pharaoh in power. The wealth of all Egypt was in his control. 
One might question, when Joseph languished in prison, whether God took away his freedom and family out of malice, because of some supposed pride Joseph had when he was with them. And one might believe that bringing Joseph to the heights of power was a well-deserved gift for such deprivations, after all, look at the exemplary life he lived during those times. However, neither of these conclusions are valid. Joseph understood as Job did that we must accept both good and ill from the Lord. Not in some fatalistic manner out of resignation to “what will be will be.” Note what Joseph said to his brothers as he looked back on his life.
As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring it about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today.
Gen 50:20-21 ESV
Rather than malice, Joseph saw God’s deprivation as part of a larger plan for good. He did not see the blessings he received as a good merely lavished on himself to make up for all the “bad” in his life. No, he understood that God never gives without a greater purpose. God gives with the intent to bless so that we share that blessing with others and not hoard it for ourselves. Joseph could have felt justified in using his position for selfish ends. He could have punished his brothers for their part in his misery. Yet he looked beyond the circumstances to the intentions of the Sovereign LORD of all conditions and events in our lives. 
I will still struggle with worry about my finances. Hey, I am sure Joseph worried about his circumstances too. However, I know my Father loves me and only has good plans for me. Some of those plans don’t look good at the moment, but they will ultimately lead to a glorious end. In the mean time, I will follow the righteous paths God has for me through the hills and verdant fields and through the dark valleys and still waters. In all circumstances, to be content. In every situation, to be satisfied. In tranquility or turmoil, to be thankful. In plenty or paucity, to give praise. In advantage or adversity, to adore. And in triumph or tragedy, to trust in the Faithful One. As I close a song is playing in the background.
When I feel like I can't go onYou deliver meWhen the road is winding and way too longYou deliver meYou deliver me(Lyrics from “You Deliver Me” by Selah)
Phil 4:11-13I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength.NIV
1 Tim 6:8-10
But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that. People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.NIV
Heb 13:5Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said,"Never will I leave you;never will I forsake you."NIV
Heb 12:9-11Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.NIV
Hab 3:17-19Though the fig tree does not budand there are no grapes on the vines,though the olive crop failsand the fields produce no food,though there are no sheep in the penand no cattle in the stalls,yet I will rejoice in the Lord,I will be joyful in God my Savior.The Sovereign Lord is my strength;he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,he enables me to go on the heights.NIV
