Monday, August 16, 2021

Like a Roller Coaster

 August 16, 2021

 

Worship in WORD


Ps 31 (here is a link to the entire Psalm)

 

For the director of music. A psalm of David.

 

9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and my body with grief. 10 My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaning; my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak. 11 Because of all my enemies, I am the utter contempt of my neighbors; I am a dread to my friends — those who see me on the street flee from me. 12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery. 13 For I hear the slander of many; there is terror on every side; they conspire against me and plot to take my life.

14 But I trust in you, O LORD; I say, “You are my God.” 15 My times are in your hands; deliver me from my enemies and from those who pursue me.  16 Let your face shine on your servant; save me in your unfailing love.

NIV

Ps 31

For the choir director: A psalm of David.

9 Have mercy on me, LORD, for I am in distress. Tears blur my eyes. My body and soul are withering away. 10 I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by sadness. Sin has drained my strength; I am wasting away from within. 11 I am scorned by all my enemies and despised by my neighbors—even my friends are afraid to come near me. When they see me on the street, they run the other way. 12 I am ignored as if I were dead, as if I were a broken pot. 13 I have heard the many rumors about me, and I am surrounded by terror. My enemies conspire against me, plotting to take my life.

14 But I am trusting you, O LORD, saying, “You are my God!” 15 My future is in your hands. Rescue me from those who hunt me down relentlessly. 16 Let your favor shine on your servant. In your unfailing love, rescue me.

Holy Bible, New Living Translation ®, copyright © 1996, 2004 by Tyndale Charitable Trust. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers. All rights reserved.

Ps 31

 

To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David.

 

9 Have mercy upon me, O LORD, for I am in trouble: mine eye is consumed with grief, yea, my soul and my belly.

10 For my life is spent with grief, and my years with sighing: my strength faileth because of mine iniquity, and my bones are consumed.

11 I was a reproach among all mine enemies, but especially among my neighbours, and a fear to mine acquaintance: they that did see me without fled from me.

12 I am forgotten as a dead man out of mind: I am like a broken vessel.

13 For I have heard the slander of many: fear was on every side: while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life.

14 But I trusted in thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my God.

15 My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me.

16 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake.

KJV

Ps 31

 

Into Your Hand I Commit My Spirit

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.

 

9 Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also. 10 For my life is spent with sorrow, and my years with sighing; my strength fails because of my iniquity, and my bones waste away.

11 Because of all my adversaries I have become a reproach, especially to my neighbors, and an object of dread to my acquaintances; those who see me in the street flee from me. 12 I have been forgotten like one who is dead; I have become like a broken vessel. 13 For I hear the whispering of many—terror on every side! —as they scheme together against me, as they plot to take my life.

14 But I trust in you, O LORD; I say, “You are my God.” 15 My times are in your hand; rescue me from the hand of my enemies and from my persecutors! 16 Make your face shine on your servant; save me in your steadfast love! ESV

 

I. Hope – vv. 1-8

            A.  Action – v. 1

            B.  Appeal – v. 2

            C.  Acknowledge – vv. 3-4

            D.  Abandon – v. 5

            E.  Abhor – v. 6

            F.  Acclaim! – vv. 7-8

II. Help! – vv. 9-18

A.  Sorrow – vv. 9-13

1. Soul sickness – vv. 9-10

2. Societal scorn – vv. 11-13

B.  Sovereign – vv. 14-18

1.     Surrender – vv. 14-15

2.     Shine – v. 16

3.     Shame – v. 17

4.     Silence – v. 18

III. Hail – vv. 19-22

IV. Heart – vv. 23-24

 

HopeHelp!HailHeart

Sovereignvv. 14-16

As I was reading commentaries on Psalm 31:14-16, I was reminded of the context in which David declared, “My times are in your hands.” Many who would confess this truth over their life often take it to mean, as the NLT translates it, “My future is in your hands.” While this is true, I think it can be misleading. It may limit, unintentionally, our thoughts to what lies ahead of us from the standpoint of the present. Certainly, it is comforting to know that God is in control of my future. However, one should understand this phrase as encompassing one's life in its entirety. So one can not only look forward with assurance but also find comfort in the present and even the past.

David confessed this despite his past tribulations, as well as his present bitter troubles.  He saw even in them the gracious sovereign hand moving, guiding, and protecting him. Thus, the phrase “my times are in your hands” was not only a truth he professed but also a promise he possessed.

Because his life was in God’s hands and based on the past trials and mercies and blessings, David could trust God for his future as well. And even though he acknowledged that God was in complete control of everything in his life, that didn’t stop him from praying about the future.

 

15 My times are in your hands;

    deliver me from the hands of my enemies,

    from those who pursue me.

16 Let your face shine on your servant;

    save me in your unfailing love.

17 Let me not be put to shame, Lord,

    for I have cried out to you;

but let the wicked be put to shame

    and be silent in the realm of the dead.

18 Let their lying lips be silenced,

    for with pride and contempt

    they speak arrogantly against the righteous.

 

David did not become fatalistic about his future. He did not say to himself, “If everything is in God’s predetermined plan, why even pray?” or “Why pray? Prayer can’t change the future.” While in one sense this is true, for God from eternity past has decreed whatsoever is to come to pass. God has also ordained that prayer is one of the instruments by which His plans come to pass. It is also true that prayer changes the one praying. These truths are a great mystery in one sense, but they should also be an impetus to pray boldly to our Sovereign God!

 

My times are in Thy hand.—Perowne: “My times, i.e., all my life, with its ‘sundry and manifold changes,’ its joys and sorrows, its hopes and conflicts, are not the sport of chance, or the creatures of a blind fate but are in Thy hand, O Thou living personal Redeemer. On this confidence are grounded the petitions which follow and the hopes expressed

Lange, J. P., Schaff, P., Moll, C. B., Briggs, C. A., Forsyth, J., Hammond, J. B., … Conant, T. J. (2008). A commentary on the Holy Scriptures: Psalms (p. 219). Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software.


Worship in Witness:

Having been reminded again of the implications of the phrase, “my times are in your hands,” it was ironic (and providential) that I came across something I wrote on a piece of scratch paper. I had written it some time ago at work, laid it aside, and believe God let me find it again.  While it does not address this truth directly, it certainly falls under its parameters. Believing in God’s sovereignty should lead to perseverance in the face of adversity and assurance that we are held in the omnipotent hand of God.

 

Life is like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs. Both big and little twists and turns and even some loops. Some thrills accompanied by shouts of joy, and some chills accompanied by screams of terror.

Fastened in tight, we may even let go and raise our hands (in praise). Or hold on for dear life when we hit a scary turn or rush down a steep incline. One thing we ought not to do is try to get out when the ride gets too much for us. Nor should we try to change seats because we don’t like the one who sits next to us. The results would be disastrous.

So I will ride till the journey comes to an end. Raising my hands in praise sometimes, or like now, grasping tightly to the bar – white-knuckled, even though what (He who) holds me will never let me go!



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Worship in Promise, Poetry, Prayer, and Praise:


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Times of glory

Times of pain

My seesaw story

Is such a drain

 

Yet God is near

Though I be far

He puts my tears

Into His jar

 

He binds my wounds

Who made the stars

To Him I attune

Who heals my scars

 

All glory to the Father

Thru His Beloved Son

By His Holy Spirit

Majestic Three in One!

(Psalm 56; 147)





Lord,

All things are from

Thy hand

Even the things I don't

understand


All my days are written

by Thee

My life is embraced by

Thy sovereignty


Days of pain

and

days of sadness


Days of gain

and

days of gladness


These are chapters in

my story


All for my good and for

Thy glory!

Amen

 

(These are the two poems that stand at the beginning of my poetry manuscript that I hope to publish one day. The title of my book will be, The Pain and the Glory. I felt they perfectly summed up what I have been writing about in this journal entry.)

 

I could not find an appropriate song to sing to (there aren’t many “roller coaster" songs ðŸŽ¢ written), so I took it upon myself to write one. Perhaps someone will compose a tune for me if that’s even possible.


With Me,  by me

You take me high

You take me low

One thing’s for sure

You're with me

Wherever I go

 

Life is a roller coaster ride

And there's no place for me to hide

Holding on for dear life with Jesus by my side

Life is a roller coaster ride

 

Around the curve

Through the bend

Of this, I'm confident

You are with me

To the end

 

Life is a roller coaster ride

And there's no place for me to hide

Holding on for dear life with Jesus by my side

Life is a roller coaster ride

 

Climbing to the top

Racing down the hill

One thing I know

Either way, Lord

You're with me still

 

Life is a roller coaster ride

And there's no place for me to hide

Holding on for dear life with Jesus by my side

Life is a roller coaster ride

 

Twisting and turning

Until I come to the end

One thing I'm learning

To trust in You, Lord

On You to depend

 

I'm on a roller coaster ride

But there's no need for me to hide

Fearing not for my life with Jesus by my side

On this roller coaster ride

 

 

 

Further Notes:

This is a lengthy excerpt from Lange’s commentary (Phillip Schaff, General Editor). I am going to include the entire section from the HOMILETICAL AND PRACTICAL portion of this commentary on Psalm 31 (Lord willing) in my upcoming journal entries. Because it is quite long for this format, I will break it down into bite-size portions. I found many jewels among them. Hopefully, you will too.

To make it easier to read and follow, I changed the format. Originally, they were written in a long chain of links in paragraph form. I chose to break them up so that one can follow them more easily. I believe they become more impactful this way.

 

Homiletical and Practical

Our confession says what we know and teach about God; our prayer, what we believe and hope about God; our life how we love and honor God.

—Our sins bring us to shame and disgrace, but not so with our trust in God.

—Man can do nothing better than trust in God’s faithfulness, build on God’s strength, look upon God’s countenance.

—He who has God as his friend, need not fear the crowd of his enemies; God provides him a better refuge than a fortified city.

—A hearty trust in God can only exist in connection with a sincere resignation to God, both mutually strengthen one another and lead to waiting for help and salvation.

—We can observe how the soul prospers by that upon which it puts its confidence; upon what its love depends; upon what its hope is directed. That man alone is helped, who not only commits his external fortunes, but likewise his spirit into the hand of God.

—It is not enough to have hopes in the mind; all depends to what they are directed, upon what they are based, how long they hold out

—God sees not only our misery; He is concerned about our needs; He delivers, those who trust Him from ruin; This is reason enough for prayer, praise and thanksgiving,

—The effects of sin extend to the soul and the body; but God is the Redeemer and Helper in time of need; this is experienced by those who believe on Him, turn to Him, wait on Him.

—We may know that we are innocent towards men and appeal to the righteousness of God to protect us against their unrighteous treatment of us, and yet we must confess ourselves guilty before God and console ourselves with the grace of God.

—For those who fear God, there is not only laid up a treasure of good things in the future, but God likewise imparts to them now out of these riches that which is needful of grace.

Communion with God is the tabernacle of safety for believers in all the trials and dangers of life.

 

Lange, J. P., Schaff, P., Moll, C. B., Briggs, C. A., Forsyth, J., Hammond, J. B., … Conant, T. J. (2008). A commentary on the Holy Scriptures: Psalms (pp. 221–222). Bellingham, WA: Logos Bible Software.

 

 

 

Tuesday, August 3, 2021

But I!

August 1, 2021

 

Worship in WORD


Ps 31

 

For the director of music. A psalm of David.

 

9 Be merciful to me, O LORD, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and my body with grief. 10 My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaning; my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak. 11 Because of all my enemies, I am the utter contempt of my neighbors; I am a dread to my friends — those who see me on the street flee from me. 12 I am forgotten by them as though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery. 13 For I hear the slander of many; there is terror on every side; they conspire against me and plot to take my life.

14 But I trust in you, O LORD; I say, “You are my God.” 15 My times are in your hands; deliver me from my enemies and from those who pursue me.  16 Let your face shine on your servant; save me in your unfailing love.

NIV

Ps 31

For the choir director: A psalm of David.

9 Have mercy on me, LORD, for I am in distress. Tears blur my eyes. My body and soul are withering away. 10 I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by sadness. Sin has drained my strength; I am wasting away from within. 11 I am scorned by all my enemies and despised by my neighbors—even my friends are afraid to come near me. When they see me on the street, they run the other way. 12 I am ignored as if I were dead, as if I were a broken pot. 13 I have heard the many rumors about me, and I am surrounded by terror. My enemies conspire against me, plotting to take my life.

14 But I am trusting you, O LORD, saying, “You are my God!” 15 My future is in your hands. Rescue me from those who hunt me down relentlessly. 16 Let your favor shine on your servant. In your unfailing love, rescue me.

Holy Bible, New Living Translation ®, copyright © 1996, 2004 by Tyndale Charitable Trust. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers. All rights reserved.

Ps 31

 

To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David.

 

9 Have mercy upon me, O LORD, for I am in trouble: mine eye is consumed with grief, yea, my soul and my belly.

10 For my life is spent with grief, and my years with sighing: my strength faileth because of mine iniquity, and my bones are consumed.

11 I was a reproach among all mine enemies, but especially among my neighbours, and a fear to mine acquaintance: they that did see me without fled from me.

12 I am forgotten as a dead man out of mind: I am like a broken vessel.

13 For I have heard the slander of many: fear was on every side: while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life.

14 But I trusted in thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my God.

15 My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me.

16 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake.

KJV

Ps 31

 

Into Your Hand I Commit My Spirit

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.

 

9 Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also. 10 For my life is spent with sorrow, and my years with sighing; my strength fails because of my iniquity, and my bones waste away.

11 Because of all my adversaries I have become a reproach, especially to my neighbors, and an object of dread to my acquaintances; those who see me in the street flee from me. 12 I have been forgotten like one who is dead; I have become like a broken vessel. 13 For I hear the whispering of many—terror on every side! —as they scheme together against me, as they plot to take my life.

14 But I trust in you, O LORD; I say, “You are my God.” 15 My times are in your hand; rescue me from the hand of my enemies and from my persecutors! 16 Make your face shine on your servant; save me in your steadfast love! ESV

 

I. Hope – vv. 1-8

            A.  Action – v. 1

            B.  Appeal – v. 2

            C.  Acknowledge – vv. 3-4

            D.  Abandon – v. 5

            E.  Abhor – v. 6

            F.  Acclaim! – vv. 7-8

II. Help! – vv. 9-18

A.  Sorrow – vv. 9-13

1. Soul sickness – vv. 9-10

2. Societal scorn – vv. 11-13

B.  Sovereign – vv. 14-16

C. Verses: 17-18: Silence

III. Hail – vv. 19-22

IV. Heart – vv. 23-24

 

HopeHelp!HailHeart

Sovereignvv. 14-16

I am still dwelling on that portion of this Psalm where David, in dire straits, is crying out for mercy from the LORD. He speaks of the sorrow he feels and the scorn he faces and seeks relief and rescue by the good mercies of God (vv. 9-13). Then, in verse 14, he interrupts his complaint, takes his eyes off his situation, and looks up to his Sovereign.

To the One who is:

Ø his Rock and Refuge (vv. 1-3)

Ø his Righteous Deliverer (vv. 1-2)

Ø his Leader and Guide (v. 3)

Ø his Faithful God (v. 5)

Ø his True and Trusted God (v. 6)

Ø his Loving and Knowing Lord (v. 7)

Ø his Calm in the eye of the Storm (v. 8)

Terror is on every side. David’s foes surround him. What will he do? Surrender? Commit suicide? Continue to wallow in his sad circumstances?

No!

We see him surrender –

            not to his enemies,

                        but to his Sovereign Lord!

 

But I trust in you, O LORD

 

 We will see him commit –

            not by falling on his sword

                        but by falling on his knees before his Sovereign Lord!

                        (that’s how I imagine David’d posture here)

 

I say, “You are my God.”

 

We will see him continue to wallow–

            not in the Slough of Despond because of his iniquity (v. 10 ESV)

                        nor in the Sea of Despair (vv. 11-13)

                                    but in the power and protection of his Sovereign Lord!

 

My times are in your hand

                       

           

Blessed interruption!

 

Worship in Witness:

Let us observe and follow David’s example here!

We see the interruption to his complaint in verse 14. David says,


 But I trust in You  LORD


Believer, God is not averse to hearing your complaint; as long as these words punctuate it,

 But I... say, You are my God


When one prays “but I,” they are yielding to God’s sovereign hand,


My times are in your hand


This is the response of those who trust in the Lord and meditate on His attributes and actions.


It is the “Amen!” to “But God!”

 

Worship in Promise, Poetry, Prayer, and Praise:

 



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Holding On / Letting Go

 

The storm’s fury has long ceased

But I remain inside and hide

Refusing LIFES’s call to be released

And to venture outside

 

The tempestuous turbulent pain

Has served its appointed use

But I would have the torrent rain

And choose to be a recluse

 

Holding on to grief and sorrow

Beyond its allotted day

Joy that knocks on the morrow

Is swiftly turned away

 

Suddenly came a beam of light

Piercing my chosen gloom

Glory sending darkness to flight

SONSHINE filled the room

 

My frozen heart began to melt

I ran outside praising

In joy and peace, I now felt

A song to Him I’m raising

 

 

I Know Whom I Have Believed by Daniel W. Whittle

 

I know not why God's wondrous grace

To me, He hath made known,

Nor why, unworthy, Christ in love

Redeemed me for His own.

 

Refrain

But I know Whom I have believed,

And am persuaded that He is able

To keep that which I've committed

Unto Him against that day.

 

I know not how this saving faith

To me, He did impart,

Nor how believing in His Word

Wrought peace within my heart.

Refrain

 

I know not how the Spirit moves,

Convincing us of sin,

Revealing Jesus through the Word,

Creating faith in Him.

Refrain

 

I know not what of good or ill

May be reserved for me,

Of weary ways or golden days,

Before His face I see.

Refrain

 

I know not when my Lord may come,

At night or noonday fair,

Nor if I walk the vale with Him,

Or meet Him in the air.

Refrain

(from Biblesoft Hymnal, electronic database Copyright © 2003 by Biblesoft, Inc. All rights reserved.)

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Further Notes:

31:13 The phrase terror … on every side occurs frequently in Jeremiah (Jr 6:25; 20:10; 46:5) and is a vivid way to describe being surrounded by enemies. Enemies also plotted to take Jeremiah’s life (Jr 11:19; 18:23). It is characteristic of the wicked to plot against the righteous (Ps 21:11; 37:12).

Warstler, K. R. (2017). Psalms. In E. A. Blum & T. Wax (Eds.), CSB Study Bible: Notes (p. 843). Nashville, TN: Holman Bible Publishers.

 

 

Ver. 14. But I trusted in thee, O Lord. Notwithstanding all afflicting circumstances, David's faith maintained its hold, and was not turned aside from its object. What a blessed saving clause is this! So long as our faith, which is our shield, is safe, the battle may go hard, but its ultimate result is no matter of question; if that could be torn from us, we should be as surely slain as were Saul and Jonathan upon the high places of the field.

I said, Thou art my God. He proclaimed aloud his determined allegiance to Jehovah. He was no fair weather believer, he could hold to his faith in a sharp frost, and wrap it about him as a garment fitted to keep out all the ills of time. He who can say what David did need not envy Cicero his eloquence: "Thou art my God," has more sweetness in it than any other utterance which human speech can frame. Note that this adhesive faith is here mentioned as an argument with God to honour his own promise by sending a speedy deliverance.

(from The Treasury of David, Biblesoft formatted electronic database Copyright © 2014 by Biblesoft, Inc. All rights reserved.)

 

HINTS TO THE VILLAGE PREACHER

Ver. 14. Faith peculiarly glorious in season of great trial.

(from The Treasury of David, Biblesoft formatted electronic database Copyright © 2014 by Biblesoft, Inc. All rights reserved.)

 

Psalms 31:14

Let us mark his manner of speech: I have said, Thou art my God. In these words he intimates that he was so entirely persuaded of this truth, that God was his God, that he would not admit even a suggestion to the contrary. And until this persuasion prevails so as to take possession of our minds, we shall always waver in uncertainty. It is, however, to be observed, that this declaration is not only inward and secret-made rather in the heart than with the tongue-but that it is directed to God himself, as to him who is the alone witness of it. Nothing is more difficult, when we see our faith derided by the whole world, than to direct our speech to God only, and to rest satisfied with this testimony which our conscience gives us, that he is our God. And certainly it is an undoubted proof of genuine faith, when, however fierce the waves are which beat against us, and however sore the assaults by which we are shaken, we hold fast this as a fixed principle, that we are constantly under the protection of God, and can say to him freely, Thou art our God. — John Calvin.

(from The Treasury of David, Biblesoft formatted electronic database Copyright © 2014 by Biblesoft, Inc. All rights reserved.)